Some of these moments are welcome as they are such a great reminder of such an incredible little boy. Other days it dredges up the really hard times and sometimes what feels like a traumatic experience. There are moments of pain, regret, anger, joy, appreciation and the list goes on. It is this insane roller coaster where you feel like someone else is in control and you are just on for the ride.
I am still hanging on to the bar on the roller coaster with my belt securely fastened. Some days feeling it tighter than others but I’m still in. I wish daily that Logan was sitting right there next to me. He may not be here but he is here! My boy is still here in my heart and the heart of so many others!